Just give me some time...

Everything I do in my life I am seeing for the first time.  It is not that no one has ever done it before in the world, but that I have no public example to follow.  I don't remember how my mom raised me, and I had no nieces or nephews until my own first child was...what...two?  I self-diagnosed both my gluten and dairy interference and don't quite have the insurance to cover a nutritionist.  When I taught - all three times - I was never given a curriculum.  Never.  Just students.  Even this time, teaching my son's preschool class, it's just trial and error.  You get the picture.  That's the theme of my life...

~*~trial and error~*~

I'll get it eventually.